What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

2008-07-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

so.. something didnt happen. something which was in my mind for more than 700days.

its just going to be a regret. something which was so near me already but.. owell, isn't like just like that. c'est la vie

theres so many more important things right now!

hello.

2008-07-27T14:59:00.003+08:00

life at the start of this month was like a rollercoaster ride.one which i will never want to go on again.but for now life can only be better..

wont be updating much on this space,nothing interesting is gonna happen soon anyway apart from my usual routine life.. hmmm but probably this coming week something good might happen. if it does i'll definitely update if not...

goodbye.

-

2008-07-03T21:23:00.005+08:00

i used to rule the world.

2008-07-02T19:17:00.004+08:00

i think the word faith has been slowly erased from my dictionary. or perhaps it has never been there.. however i've thought through and i thought that i totally deserve everything. now, the only thing i can do is to try to pull myself out and up.

anyway to sx..the one whom i'll always love(lol!),i know its hard but lets pull ourselves up=)we are going to get through this together,just like last year=)

BECKHAM!

2008-06-29T21:51:00.003+08:00

LOL i love commercials regarding soccer..im watching youtube vidz of pepsi,nike,and adidas now!hahahaaaaaaaaaa

2008-06-29T01:17:00.004+08:00

i saw this on yx's blog and since she sounded so convincing that its really true so i had a go at it and this is the results.hahahaa read if you want to know me better.

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hahahaaa owells..its kind of true.and finally theres something which finds me matured.

krystal looks funny with that 2 slippers on her hand!

anyway, had a eventful jts today..food and company was great.krystal is the best!hahahaha=) found out lotsa interesting stuffs from shiyan.hahaa ok love hc and dcps(meiyi) forever man!quite a pity that i didnt get to see the surprise but was realli running out of time.thank god i found a cab shortly after i reached the road.sorry for the long wait!get smart was quite funny..i swear the girl beside me gets high easily.she clapped and laughed at everything..-_- zzz too bad i cant stay out too late.but sometimes i really wish that i will be locked out and i can go...

but for now..its time to hit the sheets.goodnite world

2008-06-28T11:47:00.002+08:00

jcts is over but i dont really have that kinda feeling that i got rid of a major burden.perhaps it wasnt even a burden to me in the first place..so ended exams at 1030,discussed about plans on how to sneak into movies but eventually decided on the cathay "wanted". it was a cool show with a not so interesting storyline.the cool parts came from the effects,bullets and guns.hhaha not to forget hot angelina jolie.i tink her tattoos constitute a major part of her sexiness somehow.b4 movie was lunch in billybombers.kind of regretted the lunch.expensive burger and milkshake!well sort of saved money after that by not eating dinner due to my bloated-ness.jts later, present choosing first!=)

0_0

2008-06-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

i was watching eurocup channel and they were giving carlsberg man of the match award,

"lets invite melvin au to present the carlsberg man of the match award to sneijder.." i thought i heard wrongly but no! ma was giving the award to the dutch man. its like 0_0

friday the 13.

2008-06-13T18:43:00.004+08:00

woke up at noon and straight after i ate my brunch sy texted so i went down and passed her my boots. took out my shinguards from my shoebag, looked at them and i decided that after 2 and 1/2 yrs of owning my shinguards, i shall wash them, for the 3rd time. i had a good time scrubbing them cleann. anyway went down and sy needs shinguards too so went to sx's house to take them. we stayed there for around a hour and came back. time was short but kinda eventful.tonight's the big night.netherlands and france babyyyyy.not gonna miss it for sure.

2008-06-13T02:46:00.001+08:00

ec was exciting just now.. croatia was a miracle. personally i dont really believe in miracles but croatia proved me wrong! i think i just need more faith in somethings sometimes. anyway so now should i go to sleep or watch austria and poland? hmmmmm... i think my bed needs me more.

doesnt it still stands?

2008-06-13T02:43:00.002+08:00

2008-06-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

czech rep portugal tonight with uefaECseason pass! terminator in 14mins time!

joga bonito-

2008-06-11T02:28:00.003+08:00

went to nyny and ate the pasta thingy+chicken again.had a hard time, and not forgetting taking a long time cutting my chicken in a civilisied manner..during the dinner i told them about the teeth movie, and well..it grossed them out.anyway i hope MA will have a safe and fun trip to switzerland:)street basketball after that was fun..!reached home and watched spain vs russia. spain was dominating about 95% of the game and they played really well.. as im watching eurocup, i cant wait for 2010 wc already!!!! i hope i can join some lame competition and win tickets to africa then:) for now, i will be a contented girl watching uefaEC on my screen.

f l.

2008-06-09T20:51:00.003+08:00

i guess its time for an update on this space but apart from feeling suicidal, i've pretty much did nothing over the past few days. haa okay i was just kidding.
sometimes i wonder, with all these things gg on here and there, when can i get a life.. but i guess someday i will understand that this IS life. right smack into my face. andyou.

blooood

2008-06-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

played soccer in the morn and yvette got injured on the head. its the first time i saw so much fresh blood.. it was a puddle of blood and the towel was also full of blood. anyway thank god shes okay after that. shes the happiest casualty i've ever seen. hope your wound heals soon=) sent her to A&E and sx accompanied her inside because they only allow 2visitors while we have like 7?? sat outside, talked and welcomed her in 2rows when she came out. hhahahaaaa we are e most boliao ppl arnd.

maybe

2008-06-04T18:18:00.002+08:00

everything's coming back. this is why sometimes i think, some people are just not worth it. perhaps, its just me. 6-3, 3 months. my mind tells me to move on, but i know, i can't.

dont think anyone knows what im talking about anyway.

soccer today was hot and tiringggg, but its fun still. i love my wall trick;)

2008-06-03T00:22:00.004+08:00

went to support singapore at kallang national stadium! haha the first half was exciting.. 2nd half was.. disappointing. well tho we didnt win but we had fun still. there was a lot of food again! haha please dont put those food in my hands, my hands and my mouth cant really control themselves..

sidenote: i thought about what sx told me just now.. im trying to give it up but i just cant bring myself to do it. its so damn hard. if you know, give me a sign!!!!!!

24/7,m

2008-05-30T21:16:00.002+08:00

yessss today indeed was a better day with michelle feeling more awake. hahahaaaa. buffet breakfast and lunch today again!!!!! yay love the food=) escaped out after the lunch and indiana joned. unexpectedly the movie was damn exciting. it got us glued to the screen.. ahahaaaa we sprinted to the toilet and sprinted back. soccer tml! after that will be tuki tuki time!

physiczZZzzzz

2008-05-29T21:09:00.004+08:00

the camp was sleep inducing today. okay i must admit that there were a few interesting experiments but sleepiness had ruled over everything especially when you have sleepy friends all around you. highlight must be the breakfast&lunch buffet mannnn!!!!! its simply finger licking good. hahahahaa the lunch was awesome. best buffet i've eaten in a school event! day2 tomorrow... lets hope for a better day=)

wiiiiiiiiii

2008-05-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

today was a tiring yet fun and fufiling. so i finally got my ass down in doing the yr1s secret mission. LOL. but doing it was kinda distracting with calbee chips(seaweed!!!!), rollercoaster, chocolates and wii in front of you. i apologise to the others for being such a pig.. at least i gt 3 done!:p everything on wii was super entertaining. boxing with tantan was the most fun and exhausting out of all. sista was a good host, she vacuumed and fed us. trng today was hot. it felt like i was cooking my body.

tml and fri is the time for me to improve my physics. but.... nus is just too far.

2008-05-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

titans titans!!!!!!! its exceptionally meaningful to cheer people you know on=)
dont feel like going to school tml. i want to sleep the day away. and what i go to school for, doesnt stand anymore.

2008-05-19T11:06:00.003+08:00

back from the camp.. cant believe im stepping down on fri, its felt as tho it was a few wks ago when i just completed my hc camp. well anyway its time to pass it on to my junior who coincidentally is krystal. LOLLLLLL. all's well end well. honestly,i think that i will kind of miss them.. sigh.

anyway i just thought about sth and i realise im realli disappointed. things wont be better and at least on my side, everything will end soon. its turning to zero now.

2008-05-15T20:05:00.002+08:00

i realise that it has already become a habit for me to stare into spaces.. too many things up in my head, well actly only one. tts why i tend to drift off v easily everywhere. too many things had happened in this term, glad that its coming to an end, but oddly i think that i will miss it. life has to move on eventually anyway, just like what bek said, its time to find a new boat. bye to the old, i will miss you.

2008-05-13T19:11:00.002+08:00

i just watched the news on china's earthquake and its just really heart wrenching. because. i saw images of parents crying for their kids who are still buried underground, yet to be found. i saw images of medics carrying bodies of victims who have not even reach adulthood. i saw the joy of the people when they finally found survivors after hours of digging. like what they say, every voice which comes out from the rumble, and every survivor they find represents hope. i pray that more survivors will be found.

it is only this much which i can do.

2008-05-08T17:49:00.003+08:00

thank god i said all that i've wanted to say since longlong ago. feel much better now. guess sometimes saying your thoughts out works. okay maybe not, we shall see. now that season is over, i feel kinda empty. feel like trng for soccer everyday and playing matches every week again. its physically and mentally draining, but i still misses the feeling. its back to build up time again.. honestly, i feel rotten in soccer. in a sense that im forever there until i think im rotting. hahaha. anw.. its time that i can give and i want to give so much more, hope that i'll have a chance to do it. pleaseeeeeeeee

and i discovered a shocking thing.. i actly had 43 blog hits on 1may. hahahaaaaaaa i wonder who reads my blog. so.. if you read my blog and you know that i don't know that you do, please tell me to fufil my curiosity!

2008-05-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

it feels so good to have everybody supporting you. thanks man.. seriously. although things are unfair, but it really doesnt matter now. because what it matters are the support you all are giving me. i can feel it from my heart. love you all=)

live strong. live strong.

2008-05-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

last match of the season for today. guess everything have to come to an end eventually but one good thing was that we were mentally prepared that its our last match already. this marks my end with sx's team in this season. although we are not the best team, but i love this team right from the bottom of my heart. i can't say how proud i am to be in this team. this might not be the ideal ending that we've wanted but we did fight and thats all it matters=) next year, i believe that we make you all proud of us=)

after the match went to pp, celebrated claudia's bdae. happy bdae claudia=) took a long time to decide where to chill and decide to go to bek's house. watched the awesome movie se7en in her house(good recommendation!), played mj, ate and talked. just reached home and im kinda tired cause of a tad bit of booze. hahahaaaa.. well i needed that anyway. life's isnt very smooth sailing now but i'll always remember: live strong.

2008-05-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

thank god for friends. im eating the cake sx just brought to my house=)

what drives me.

2008-04-29T10:12:00.003+08:00

the feeling that you have when you know that all your friends, your family and your team are backing you is overwhelming. it makes you feel that everything you did were worthwhile. i can't be anymore blessed. this is all i need, to keep me going.

i'll come back stronger, faster, better.

pain is temporary. glory is forever.

2008-04-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

if others by the side are keeping faith in us, why cant we ourselves hold the same belief? im going to hold on to this belief until the very end. even if i were to play until i die for tomorrow and saturday, i will fight till the very end. no surrender, no retreat.

f t.

2008-04-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

it sucks when you deserve something but you didnt get it. that is the reason why i play for everyone but never for you. honestly you are the only one who makes me have a very strong urge to scream profanities right to your face while meaning them. thank god there are still many others who made my day=) love my team, love my seniors=) not forgetting.. krystal and michelle!^^ im seriously v happy that you all came!^_^

2008-04-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

i always believe in: if i tell myself i can, i can. so it means i can, and i will get through this week, next week and in fact, this whole term=) wore slippers to school today and my toe feels good. hope it feels the same way when i wear my boots on wed.
i told sx i will blog about this.. haha im wearin e earring sx bought for me tday. & i dont say this often but i love u sx^^ heheheheeee im blushing while typing this.

anyway out of my love life.. im watching the vb match tml.. im backing michelle all the way!=)

please.

2008-04-19T11:23:00.004+08:00

opened my eyes.looked at toe.prayed that it wont hurt during the match later on.ate breakfast.applied medicine on my toe.went kovan.got abit lost.dad was pissed.reached kovan field.prayed for my toe again.field locked because its waterlogged.match postponed.talked to the girls.quite happy for this blessing in disguise.went home.now praying that after the cut later my toe will recover by wed.please.

too many things are happeneing concurrently and i hate to sacriface anything. coming tues,wed,thurs- hc interview. tues theres michelle's match, wed i have my own match but krystal's is on that day.. sigh guess i have to miss it. i was actually looking forward to your interview!!!! then theres chem test on thurs. no fear, i think i can deal with them. but please let my toe recover by wed. i cant afford to miss any of the first 3 matches.

still, im still counting my blessings and i thank god for the existence for you, you and you. thanks huimin, daphnetan, michelle, wendy and of cause krystal for the messages. even though the match was cancelled today, but i've really felt the support. this is one of the things which keeping me strong. im going to play my heart out not for myself anymore, but for the team, for everybody whos behind me.

for everything.

2008-04-17T18:53:00.003+08:00

totally drowning, cant see the point anymore but i guess not only me, in fact everyone will get through this part of their life. sometimes i just wonder if everything are worthwhile, but the thing is that if you never try, you'll never know. just give it a shot and pray for the best. arent everybody living in hope anyway? so i say-live strong. counting down to the first match of the season-less than 48hrs. we can do it.

2008-04-13T13:35:00.003+08:00

ate fish and co yesterday, met up with the girls(women?)+ma+mc. hahahahaa and celebrated belated bdae for bek and advance bdae for chu. happy belated and advance bdae to y'all=) i think my appeitite grew tremendously and they even said i lost weight.. hahahaa i hope its true tho. missed them so much and im glad that we didnt really drift far apart even though its been more than 1/2 a year since they left soccer. i hope it stays this way. anyway bek gave me this keychain and its blinking at me now. showed my mom and dad and they think its okay.. new generation parents! lol.

anw now i think of yl i still wna laugh..:p

2008-04-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

frenly against vs was okay. i think on average we played relatively well. great job everyone!^^ the only thing is that a guy attempted a shot and i blocked the ball which is good. however the ball was blocked with the left side of my face. i teared uncontrollably immediately.. i think it hit the nerves somewhere near my left eye or something. that moment i thought my nose bridge broke cause my whole fleft side of face went numb but when i didnt feel blood dripping i was super relieved.. thank god.=) went pp to eat after that with the girls. just got home and eating my favourite tao huay=)

anyway im so proud of krystal for winning 2nd for high jump! if only i was there to see her jump. lol but anyway its still good that she won it. discus on tues!^^

2008-04-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

got our jerseys yesterday and had phototaking. my new jersey number for this year is.... hahaha guess! then today it was fliming for some tj video. while they were filming i was practising far loop shots. lollll some of them were unexpectedly nice. i cant believe tt i actly kicked them. so now its time for stability and accuracy!=) aft tt was heats, it was kinda exciting. tantan won 3rd! hahahaaaa. fann and dyanna did great too=) krystal and charmine came.. talked abit then left. frenly tml, im gonna start a tradition of kissing every ground before i play on it=D

2008-04-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

time flies. and i cant really remember how i felt at this same period last year. i need the strength and the belief because i cant bear to see everything go down to waste so soon. grant us the strength and the luck because we will need them.

my comp is back(yay!) but everything is gonee:( and i can't say i love econs anymore.

14moredays.

2008-04-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

if i cant even conquer myself,how am i supposed to conquer the others? thats why its not whether i can do it, its i can do it.

work harder gelin! had a crazy time at ljs during lunch.. i love my friends=) and the eat/walk with fann and tricia after pt was goood=)

happy april's fool!

2008-04-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

okay this is one of the few years i actually remember that 1/4 is april's fool! my achievements today were tricking sy n sx. waaahahaa.. sy was really slowww but at least now i know you are really concern about me=) sx was horriblee she asked me to jump down from a building after i told her that it was a joke.. lol FINALLY I KNOW YOUR TRUE COLOURS!!!!! failed attempt: tricking bek. she made it seem like she believed me and in turn tricked me and i actly fall for it. bek=queen of liars..!

me and michelle ran 6rounds today during our free periods, yay!

2008-03-31T21:31:00.002+08:00

you are like a meteor passing in the sky, one whose light travels beyond our view, yet still shines in the darkest night.

I.NEED.INSPIRATION.
DREAMS.

2008-03-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

^_^

our first match!

2008-03-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

im in love with the team now=) we had shown our power today!!!! our starting was good, got a goal in but i guess the injuries were kinda impactful on us. moreover, everybody fought well!=D im putting in all my faith and belief into the team now and i hope that 19days later our hard work will really pay off! 70mins sprinting up and down the field is not an easy job, so thats when our faith, belief and fighting spirit come to place. and something funny.. i got a yellow card. i think im e ever first person in tjc girls' soccer history who got a yellow card. i kept laughing when i got it.. wahahahhaaa.. and e reason of me getting it? cause i intentionally hand ball-ed. i literally raised my hands to stop the ball.. LOL. must be i sprint until dizzy cannot think properly..

2008-03-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

okay. finally we are playing a match together as a team. not really a very formal match though as its against our old seniors but im still pinning my hopes on the team..=)

and i think im..................

rule #1- there is no ghost in this world

2008-03-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

the only exciting thing i did this march holidays apart from being at home and going for trainings, it was watching rule#1 with michelle. anyway holidays wasnt much of a holiday you need to go back to school for 4 out of 5days.. trngs were relatively fun, especially on wed when we were doing fun activities like rolling over each other? hahahaa i think i almost squashed trudy up:p friday went back to school for physics lecture and after that went to watch rule#1. i think its because i know that the ghosts were all made up thats why i don't really feel scareddd or maybe i was more interested in eating? wahahha i don't know but i remembered i screamed at a part when there was a shock moment! michelle was damn scared though throughout the whole movie.. lolll. the twist at the end of the movie was awesomeee. i love movies with twists=)

school is starting tomorrow and i can totally feel the excitement man. yeah right.. good thing is there good friday and dance concert on sat. chilling out!

^^

2008-03-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

power shihui just taught me redox on msn. lollll i actly understand what shes teaching! yay(: i love shihui.. its 605 now and i've already eaten my dinner. hahahaaaa

2008-03-10T22:15:00.005+08:00

our team! together with our first opponent team.. & not forgetting the huge african ref. lol.. i look weird in this pic laaaaa but its the only picture we took with our opponent team. blame it on the photographer who only takes photos of shiyi's team. or rather bek.

i have no idea why i look so sad while sarah is so happy. probably its because of those hybrid genders.. i know sarah loves them secretly;)

laoda super unglam shot. n broom is holding this gay doggy thingy.

its like someone is tickling her. but at where?! at the bottom maybe? wahahahhaaa

trng in the afternoon today. ate my lunch the napped on the sofa for a while. when i woke up it was like 130?! supposed to reach earlier so i chionged out of the house. the worst thing was that i didnt bring my ezlink card out. fortunately i had 3 50cents coins.. thank god man. trained in the rain, felt cold.. lol and did one of the exercise in the yr1s queue today.. realise they are damn funny. lolllll glad that they are in my year(: trng in the morn tml.. wed in the afternoon.. thurs break then friday morn all lectures. please not let my hols zoom past in waste! ):

as a matter of fact, i think i miss going for lessons because.... i must be crazy

2008-03-09T13:37:00.003+08:00

i have a feeling that the adidas challenge photographer is secretly in love with shiyi's team. i keep seeing photos of their team in the album lah! or probably they followed the photographer wherever he goes and forced him to take pictures of them.. LOL.

5v5

2008-03-08T15:21:00.003+08:00

adidas 5v5 today.. woke up real early and reached safra real early too. our team, team GUTI hahahaaaa played on pitch one while diana's team, JUMPERS played on pitch 2 and also shiyi's team DARLIE'S ANGELS played on pitch 4. darlie's angel are through! we didnt win tho i think we played well(: constant improvements.. its not like everyday we have opportunites to play with league players so i think its kind of a good experience. LOL another happy news is tt SARAH GOT INTO THE FINALS OF CROSSBAR CHALLENGE!!!!! okay but anyway we all got an adidas pen each, so its good enough alr^_^
hybrid genders.. wahahahhaaha

thanks god march hols is here. shall use it to train fitness, study, train, play, sleep, slack, go out. so many things to do so little time.. zzzzz.

anyway happy bdae papa!=DDDDD

PSPSPS

2008-02-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

ps i love you and 1/2 of jumper today with krystal,lyn,mich. LOL all of us didnt shed a single tear during ps i love you man.. i think we are emotionless. it was okay lah quite touching actually but it just can't move me to tears. jumper was kinda cool, if only i can have the ability to jump anywhere anytime! excited for the weekend, but not too excited for the upcoming tests..

I FEEL LIKE A BUTTER

2008-02-27T20:57:00.002+08:00

ate a hell loadsa butter today due to thaipan. BUTTER SQUIDS ANDDDD CEREAL CHICKEN. after eating them i felt like i was drunk on butter and was bloated again.. i think im like bloated everyday after i eat. so went back for physio talk and pt. physio talk was okay lah normal only. pt was gooood. i felt good after running... its like digestion of all the butter which i ate. after pt went home wif sx again.. haha we walked frm e cc again. most prob watching movie tml, looking forward to it(=

tired.

2008-02-26T17:25:00.003+08:00

life is just waking up, going school, listening/trying to stay awake in class, eating lunch, having more lessons, going home or trng everyday. how i wish my life can be more entertaining instead of facing tutorials every single day. i wish for a real holiday, i wish to do sooo many things but it just seem impossible. i can't really blame on anything though because that's life.. stay optimistic? lol..(=

bloated

2008-02-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

i ate dinner 1hr ago and i still feel bloated now. if only im like the earthworm, i eat and i pass all that i eat out.. then i wont have fats! but i will look like a worm too. wahahaaa.. anyway school was crap today, full timetable how to have fun.. luckily theres michelle. im so thankful shes in 01!!!! michelle be honoured..(: soccer was okay, played as left back and centre defence. not too bad lah but i think the most fun position is midfield seriously. then walked with sx back home again from the cc. haha its not tt cc dont worry, this time it means community centre.

i hate plotting graph... but i need to plot them now!!!! zzzzz. im wondering if i took the correct combi.

MASS DANCE @ SUNTEC

2008-02-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

mass dance @ suntec was a BLAST! the day was quite boring at the start actually because most of them went to the act and i was just watching them rehearse.. then after that met CAL and i went to play mass games with her og, daphne was her ogl so i didnt really feel extra=) LOL. im super happy i won the bounce bounce flour game!!! the act afterwards, lol krystal yx n charmine super funny inside sia. i cant stop laughing...! unexpectedly, zephon was the overall winner clan! i was quite happy because it was totally unexpected..=)
dinner was at carl's jnr and me n yx ate this subway melt+fries+cookie which nearly made my skirt burst... okay not only mine was bursting, in fact all of our skirts=D
one thing sad is that, i still cannot get sweet escape. i think i need a thousand years to get it. to think that even bock think its easy... haha for o1 i took a thousand years to get dhoom also.. anyway after mass dance we went to the food court. just talked to a couple of people and i kissed lynette aaahahahaha. I HAVE A PHOTO OF IT!!!! michelle borrowed my shirt so now she have my name on her chest. LOL. went home with daphneS after that. will post photos when i transfer them to my comp.. im having a headache now zzzz. bedtimeeee

o2!

2008-02-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

orientation was OHKAY so far. mass dance practises had been the most fun out of all the activities. i hate it when they ask me if i know zephon cheers. i obviously know them can.. apart from that, peace out=) mass dance at suntec tml, hopefully it will not disappoint me. i know it won't=)

o2!

2008-02-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

in less than 10 hours time it will be o2!!!!! im in og9 and i pray that my og people will be fun and not guailan. hahahaa. im so excited man!

weekends wooo

2008-02-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

i finally get to sleep more today!!=) manymany things happened this week, can't really remember the details already. tues was meeting with my pskl classmates.. hoiyaan is back in tw now i guess? bon voyage=) wed was baking and dinner at sx's hse.. lol feel so paiseh:p thurs vday went to eat at this japanese marche place in raffles city with the old seniors=D drank my very nice apple vinegar and caught up with them and also mainly to celebrated laoda's bdae. fri was trng which made me felt so sad. haiiiiii shant elaborate, i shall see how things go. im really looking forward to orientation two! i need a break man, seriously. school just means mug/trng to me now. no form of entertainment apart from michelle saying funny stuffs. hahahaaaa

gong xi fa cai yo

2008-02-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

it was just eat sleep watch television for the whole of yesterday and today! i feel like some lard now. however at the very least i ran road run yesterday! charmine was supposed to run with me but she was late! when we started running, then she came. powerr sia. fortunately, vidhya ran with me=) didn't really get what i aimed for but its okay.. theres still next year. after that cleared up the sports complex area played soccer for a while and off to hc meeting. asked miss thangam about tas joining o2 during the meeting & she said probably we can! means theres chance. whooooooo=D

another day of cny visiting for me tomorrow and we will most probably gamble. LOL wish me good luck man. hopefully i'll win more money & i can buy better presents for my friends for vday. speaking of vday, its like next week & i haven gotten anything yet. last year one was fun, there was even vday dinner at cafe cartel LOL. hopefully this year's won't be disappointing.

school is officially starting next monday. this is bad because it means proper lessons & tutorials which need to be done. however, theres two things to look forward to. well one of them is of cause soccer then the other one.. its up to your guessing;)

SURPRISE!

2008-02-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA ok, not so surprised. my right calf muscles are giving signs that its tired and in pain. being knee-ed on the calf muscle at this time is not exactly appropriate especially when roadrun in on wed. let me be okay by wed for road run pleasee. & shiyi came today! yay miss her loadsssss & i still miss playing with them on the pitch but yeah life's just gotta move on.

guess what. im still doing my reflections log. wahahahaaaaaaa BUT i completed half already, so left half more to do. tonight im gonna be a determined girl=D

2008-02-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

is it because i'm proscratinating or i'm i too free man.. triple posts in the day doesn't seem like what i should be doing. anyway i just burnt some calories by skipping. yeah skipping. its wet and cold outside thus i decided to stay in and skip. watched futsal world 5 while skipping on star sports just now & brazil is really good. i realise playing futsal requires much speed to defend&attack but of cause the pitch is so much smaller than those gigantic epl pitches.

school tomorrow, kinda look forward to it though i have NOT even completed half of my reflections log. come on man, i think its not even 1/4 done. lol nonetheless, i still look forward to school. road run on wed!!! however i'm quite scared for it cause i've never ever run the road run route before.. or did i? aiya doesn't matter. hopefully my physical+mental strength doesn't fail me. off to do reflections log, &this time i seriously mean it=) SERIOUS!

lolllllllll

2008-02-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

hahahaaa this is so damn funny. its coming out in june and i watched the trailer its super stupid and funny also. wooo i love pandas!

DANG.

2008-02-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

Just to check if i'm still sane but apparently not.

IM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather i'm just being stupid? GRRRRR

BTW I WANNA JOIN O2 BUT CHANCES ARE SLIM WE TATAs can go=(

xoxo

2008-02-02T10:18:00.001+08:00

conferencing friday once again!!!! boring lectures&maths test. i don't really like lectures, its like most of the time i don't know whats the teacher talking about. especially econs errrr no, only econs. ZZZZ. shes speaks like a rocket going at a speed of 80km/h. hopefully i will understand more from her tutorial.

cny carnival.. glad that the games which i was in charge of went well! whooo one thing off the load. though its a pity lyn&the rest didn't play it..:( other than the games it was just playing the games&watching teachers/SX get dunked. lol i pity sx.. get smashed by the pie and also kena dunked.. it seems like all good things happen to her:p after that, og dinner at parkway and we ate pasta mania. i think i've talked more to them yesterday than the whole of orientation. hahahaa.

SHIT LAH i have the whole reflections log to do over this weekend+mon. its the whole reflection log man of the entire attachment! can't believe the huge bunch of us didn't even know we're supposed to do it=x off to drown myself in reflections log.

exhausted, exasperated

2008-01-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

im so tiredddddd. my legs&left ankle are screaming HELP. ahhhhh but i MUST perfect the high kicks no matter what. hopefully the amount of time i put into practising it will be proportionately to how much i improve=) cny carnival this friday, in charge of the orange peeling game.. it ends at 9 for me sadly ahh need to clean up. anyway tj is playing the angel&mortal game again.. hahaha my mortal:( my angel??? just received the first letter today & it was 2 sentences only!!!! hopefully it will get interesting as time pass by... but i everytime very unlucky for mortal, i've never get before people whom i pray for loh!!!! haha shant reveal who are they here;) anyway, i've finally told my dirty little secret to someone.. HAHA sx..

reality check

2008-01-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

words can only be kept in the heart
it wasnt a choice but i'll be on my own. thanks.

2008-01-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

im a sad person today because.. my braces feel damndamndamn tight........!!! i can't eat properly, i can't think properly, i can't even breathe properly. haha i was just kidding the last part. anyway we tried the salad bar in the mensa canteen today & it was kinda good. highly recommended even though i had my doubts when i bought the cheesy thingy which cost 4bucks!!! o'lvl results on thurs.. =x=x

feeling good~

2008-01-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

woke up today & decided to go for a morning run. woohoo felt refreshed after the jog. hopefully i can wake up in the morning more often for jogs like this. this coming week will be the last week at tp then back to school!! btw next friday is o'lvl results collection day. i shall start praying hard for my hcl now.. & also to all the soccer j1 girls! stay in tjc & most importantly stay in soccer!^_^

TIREDDDDDD

2008-01-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

first conferencing friday.. haha sound so professional man the word conferencing.. nothing much just lectures after lectures & the worst of all was the attachment thingy at the end. the teacher was like whispering and i felt like i can just fall asleep any moment. after that the fun came!!! TRNG! HAHA FIRST TRNG WIF THE J1s. not too bad me & fann were in charge of the "passing" station & its quite fun teaching people u know how t pass=) some of them were kinda funny. btw tis yr soccer vvvv HOT! for an elder like me who is already in soccer for the third year alr.. this year had the most number of people coming for trials=) gt a few of my ogms too!!! hope that they will be joining soccer officially soon! played a little 5aside game with them & its quite fun but im kinda disappointed with myself when i was playing with the yr2s.. V OFF FORM. sigh. hate times when im off form because its this feeling that u know u can perform better but u didn't.

anyway thanks krystal for the gifts! ^_^

soccer again tomorrow. peace out!

guess whos BACKKK

2008-01-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

comtemplating whether to change my blog to lj? however on a 2nd thought that would be too much of a hassle so im still sticking to bs. the last time i posted a post was so long that even i myself could not remember when was it and i wonder if anybody still reads this blog.. a lot of things had happened in the holidays. training, going out, ogl camp blahblah. last week was orientation and after orientation, attachment started. orientation was fun, esp mass dance @suntec & o'night! whooohooo. atmosphere was superrr high. i like the kinda feeling during orientation when theres nothing to worry about and just playing hard. guess everyone likes playing, who doesnt anw? LOL. anw attachment is still OK. its kinda boring sometimes during lecturs but there are interesting times also. i think we all love lunch time as its e time to explore the CANTEEN FOOD!!! HAHAHAAA today ate at the mensa canteen. e food in tp is nice&affordable. MOSTLY.. &the library rocks!!! so comfortable until we cannot resist the temptation to take a nap there=) today was pdp exhitbition. wow wad can i say.. THE AMOUNT OF PPL WHO SIGNED UP WAS JUST OVERWHELMING. LOL i think its like e most number of ppl for all 3yrs i've been in soccer. kinda excited to train with them this friday=) right now i just feel tired somehow.. physically&mentally.. i have this sudden hate for changes for some reasons. perhaps its just the tireness inside me. im tired to adapt to a new environment again. new class new team. i miss the past. relationships need to be built up again&its srsly not easy. well i guess i can understand that life is just like that. the only constant is change so i shall learn to embrace it=)

HAPPY BDAE MAAAAAAMAAAAAA!!!!^_^

2007-11-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

woah smart shiyi.. u know wads fup!!!! haha though i duno if u are right but nvm. i'll be gone for a longlong time.. i hope the world will still be the same when im back=)

FUTSAL

2007-11-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

my toes hurts. i need and must master in-step!!!!! sometimes i can get it, but sometimes i don't. must lock ankle must follow-through and swing arms!!!! football at safra was good and shihui super funny (she kicked the ball so high then it flew into the swimming pool). went tamp to lunch and the same situation happened again. we couldnt agree where to go because everybody wanna go different places thus we settled for shermin's crib. nap at her house for a while then proceeded to school to train. felt super tired its like my legs were wobbly. haha say i nua or wad i also felt super sleepy but training was quite fun and okay. IN-STEP!!!! =D

2007-11-22T16:11:00.000+08:00

fup no more. finally. THANK GOD!!!!!:D argentina lost to columbia, england lost to croatia. byebye to england in eurocup. LOL. goodluck to mam tomorrow.

JIAN FEI DAY TML!!!! WHOOHOOO. FUNNNNNN

2007-11-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

the weekends are here again! can't believe 2wks of holidays are gone already. POOOOF. new tv arrived & watching it makes me wanna laugh because it seems to me no in fact my mam too that the people seem fatter & shorter in it.. went trng for both times this wk & they were fun. basically just doing some ball control&touches. no running. YAY! zzz but soon needa train on that already. fitness is the key!=( kanyway im kinda excited for tomorrow because there'll be epl!!!!!! ^_^ means time to earn some bucks. HOPEFULLY. still researching about some stuffs, hopefully this time it will be fruitful.

2007-11-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

went to give my support to the vball ppl at hougang. no matter the results, i think they fought well, so proud of them!=) class party yesterday, kinda fun. it was more of playing though. haha food, bridge & mahjong. the food was AWESOME. hahaha note my favourite word. thanks to bock's mother and everybody who cooked!=) highlight of the day was bock falling down in her own house & following that jp falling down. damn LOL. & i found chicken feather on one of the chicken wing which i was eating. hahahahaa. would have stayed over if i could but anyway, i realised we din't take any photos!!!!! i think nobody even brought camera-.- i reckon this will be the last time we are gonna get together,time to bid farewell to 2B06..

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man utd u had just disappointed me

2007-11-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

just watched a match which made me zzzz. goal in e last 3mins? tot that i could won tt 5bucks from my dad!!!!!!!! fabregas is scary though, keep making my heart pump so fast.

liverpool, u better play properly later. im gonna take a nap first.

nostalgia

2007-11-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

so happy tt they won tday! YAYYEEE.. muz be my fortune cookie for daphne gt some use. HAHAHAHAAA. seeing them makes me miss e times when we fought as a team & owned our opponents.. e joy aft the match esp, seein tt all ur efforts n sweat had paid off. i still can rmb how i felt when i gt e medal! our hard earned medal=D anw, i saw jazreen tday at tm! nothing about her had changed, seriously nothing.. even her hairstyle. still rmb she liked to tie plaits durin sec2. then whenever i said that she look v childish she wld say," gd wad! look v young!" those were e fun days.. its like just band school home every single day.

-------------------------always in my heart=)

=))

2007-10-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

i sudd feel v happy coz theres the search for the next doll on tv now, nicole!!!! ^_^

the state of holiness

2007-10-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

i've made gooooood progress in installing the shitz sims2. LOL. finally, e installation can be completed! however theres still one small hitch but fret not because i will conquer it!!!! HOPEFULLY.

tomorrow- boring
wednesday-slightly better but theres trng & i think im like super unfit. probably you will see the last on me on tj's school field because i died of running. hahahaaa its quite funny when i think of it. then i might be some legend in tj. ok mayb not legend but those haunted stories.
thursday-supposedly much better because we are dismissed early! yay
friday- there will be trng if im not wrong. ahhh excuse to die again

alpha's epic function on this wed 24/10!!!! come!!!! got ben n jerry's vouchers. i help u all win lah. haha ohyea not to forget, lotsa food! more of finger food though =)

SUPER tight braces

2007-10-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

went to dental yst & my braces became damn bloody tight for like the past 1 day. cldnt chew properly & cldnt even think properly. its like my whole skull is tightened by the wires too.my dentist's mood must be real bad. lol

there is only fear to overcome, but we can never make it.

life is just an irony.

2007-10-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

can't describe the angst i feel in myself currently. i just got owned!!!! & it was me, myself who chose it. but watch me, im gonna win them all back.

your words are weapons to kill

2007-10-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

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i sleep too much nowadays. it's like no matter how much i sleep, its never enough. perhaps im really too tired for myself to know. for what reason?? i don't know. every part of me feels _____.

a thousand little pieces

2007-10-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

congrats to all the j1s in soccer for their promotion!!!!! wooooooooohoooo
jiayou to the j2s whos studying for a's!!! prelims results might not be up to expectations, but don't give up! cont'd studying hard & own a's then we all can go & play cs?!?! LOL ok play anything also good la!!!! =))))

shitz sims2

2007-10-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

contemplating whether to change to other blog hosts.

its great to know that theres people behind you. really. owells superficial concerns are just crap. love y'all, love my mom, my dad ^_^

2007-10-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

if only tonight will last forever.

u finally remembered me!!!

2007-10-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

omg after like 200++ posts.. finally TODAY, when i signed into blogger, my username is remembered!!! its like i click on the box which says remember me for 200++ times la. woohooo i bet bekah will be jealous when she knows. her username was never remembered before but when she reads this, it might be.. after a's? LOL. imma mark this day on my calender!!!!
anyway had chi papers today. while i was doing both of them i seriously cannot stop yawning. esp paper2. i do until my brain dead. but its okay because, only 1 paper left!!!!!

it's still not over!

2007-09-28T18:49:00.000+08:00

i seriously do not like biology because i hate memorising things. haha.. 2 more papers! darn, totally no mood to study already.

mentally drained

2007-09-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

3 papers over?!?! omg i can't believe it!!!!!!! hahahaaaa whether i will do well or not, its another matter, the fact is that only 4 papers left! while drinking my i-dragon today, i suddenly realise that many dietic drinks like these are named after animals.. LOLLL. the first one i drank was i-shark, the 2nd was red bull and this is i-dragon. maybe they are making use of consumers' thinking that they will turn into that animal which they are drinking.. or maybe its just me? ahahaa

my brain no cells left liao lah

1 downnnn

2007-09-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

i realise that probability is sucha useful and practical maths topic compared to plotting a graph which is of 8marks(!!!!) among all the topics of maths, i rank it to be first because....................... u can use it to calculate the chances of striking toto or 4D!!! i calculated them yesterday or something and its err i cant remember, but all i remember was that you just got to be REAL LUCKY to strike them. it better to save up those money buying something useful like, RED BULL! over dosage of caffeine woohoo~ HAHA im gonna die someday anyway its just the reason that im gonna die from.

2007-09-24T15:09:00.001+08:00

EMBRACE THE START OF PROOOOOMOOOOOOS! WHOOHOO

bless me through this..

2007-09-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

i woke up with a bad mood cause i slept late. today, watch me grow wings, cause i have red bull!!!

SHARK Exxxxxxtra!

2007-09-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

i just drank a can of shark extra n i feel like a shark now! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2007-09-13T15:22:00.001+08:00

YAWNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
:(

GIMME GIMME MORE

2007-09-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

GIMME GIMME MORE GIMME MORE GIMME GIMME MORE~

WAAAAH THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD I CANT GET IT OUT. DAMNNNNN.

16/9 IS A GONNA BE A SUPER IMPORTANT DAY!

Fix You.

2007-09-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

we better win all the comps we are taking part in!!!! haha hope lady luck will be on our side, after all these work!!!!!

to the j2 soccergirls: ALL DA BEST FOR YOUR PRELIMS! sure can one.. =)

let's see where we'll go from here.

2007-09-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm so thankful to God that i wasn't bitten by a jellyfish which is as big as my head! if not this post which you are currently reading now might be only avaible at www.getting-high.blogspotforthedead.com

ronny likes to play play-doh thats why he is called ronaldo

2007-09-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

muttons to midnight is honestly darn funny. really cracks me up man.. & while listening to mtm, i heard that the newpaper called ronaldo pervert??! okay as i din't have a copy of that day's new paper,i went to do my own research! LOL &guess wad i found!!!

Ronaldo orgy with 5 hookers!!!!!
http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2007400861,00.html ( the article)

this is not the first time this sorta news are associated with football stars already anyway but its still quite interesting. & there is this interview with the escorts ( thats what they call themselves) and they talked about their experience with ronaldo AND fellow teammates. what a good bonding session man. perhaps our team can bond using this way too? Nah, just kidding! we are way too simple minded & conservative=D HAHAHAAAAAAAA

2007-09-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

a joke i heard from 98.7fm last night (with slight alterations due to my poor memory)

a man gambled all his money away and came home telling his wife, " we must start saving money! i lost all my money just now! if you learn how to cook, we can fire the maid!"
so, the wife replied, " ok and if you learn how to make love, we can fire the garderner!"

i think it sounded funnier when i heard it on air last night, but i still think that its kinda funny. time to get back to the books.

2007-08-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

today!

sailing!

krystal's church event! windchaser

jts

juggle juggle

what you lookin' at?! wanna fight ah!

us and the ball. hoho

wendy's and yulin's bday!

2007-08-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

its time for some cheap humour. HURHUR